Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Last night, I did something I regretted pretty much….

I scolded my sister. The reason is that she’s been neglecting her homework, to the point she have sleep at 3 am almost everyday.

This results in her being very sleepy, and often sleeps.

Extra info aside, I scolded her really hard. But what I really regret is that I slapped her face, quite hard. Twice.

That night, I found out how my parents felt when they hit me. Despite the pain and hurt when they hit me, I knew it’s my fault and I deserved it.

But what I didn’t know is how this hurt them even more.

Her face swelled. Gosh…. As the saying goes I guess, “It’s going to hurt me more than it’s going to hurt you.”

It’s the first time since I lost my temper so so long ago. I thought I had it under control. But till yesterday, it broke loose.

Please don’t ask wat my sis did to deserve it. But I shouldn’t have slapped her.

Sighing out


Esther said...
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Esther said...

she may not understand it now, but she will in future. she'll know what you did was for her own good. maybe the slapping was a bit too harsh. but when we're really angry, we sometimes do/say things we regret. it's human nature to make mistakes. so don't be too hard on yourself

gypsy-on-the-move said...

kinwai, slappin her is alittle too harsh like at esther said. seriously...but sumtimes, i knw its hard but dun go till the extend of slappin kay?