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Read on, it's worth the read yo!! From a thread/true story in LYN

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I love this gal very much, no matter what she done or betray me, I still maintain my love on her.
2007, She done a very cruel thing on me which is dating and love others while she is my GF. That period, I was having final exam in TARC, she tell me the truth and breakup..she having tis guy for 3 months already and somemore having S*X . I was felt very sad...how could she done this kind of thing to me. After a few months, she was breakup with the guy, and told me...she done the wrong decision, and want me back...I was accept her back...coz I still love her.

In our relationship, ya, maybe I'm too young, curious on S*X, I felt very unfair that she able to S*X with that guy that she known for few months, but she and me was 1 years ++ relationship. Everytime I request for it, she will rejected say she wan to wait until marry. But why she able to do with that guy?

2008, I was trying to appeal what should I have it, in 2 years relationship, she didn't payout anything and I don't mind coz love can't be measure with payouts. In 2 years, i was studying in TARC, I have my own tutorial paper , my coursework, my assignment, and my exam. In the same time, I was doing her tutorial paper, her coursework, and her assignment (tasks). She? Wait at house do housework, and wait me done her tasks. I nvr minded to do her courseworks , assignment etc.. If i rejected to do it, she will say me irresponsible to be a BF... so i nvr rejected at all....

In 2008, i was start working ....coz i unable to continue study , i find a job tat able to gain some money, i failed 6 subjects in my diploma in a/c, coz of her, i have a lot of burden of her tasks and my own tasks. After i found a job and work, i still have to resit my paper , in the same time oso have to do her tasks....There is a day that I can't stand for it...while I working...I've work burden, own study burden, her tasks burden...everything i'm not doing well in her tasks she will angry and close my phone....I feel very sad...and I can't save any cents to support her in financial problem...
So I made a cruel decided on myself...is to breakup. I try to work hard and earn more money...

After few months , around 6 months. I found that she knew another guy tat already married. I was shocked she get together with the guy married...She told me that she just loving tat guy and having dinner with that guy only...But since last nite 27/3/09, she told me tat she already having S*X with tat guy. In my mind, I feel very disappointed that why she bluffing on me.. I nvr bluff her b4 even we already breakup, I respect her and I nvr breach all my promises on her. She told every1 her frens that , I breaking up with her coz of S*X, I feel very sad too and I bear the sins...I also felt very sad, why she played my love on her, while I together with her, i request, she reject, but others guy request, she automatically accepted and do....

Few days , I was having my birthday, She keep asking me to help her on this on that...i think continue few days oso asking me to help, i nvr say no and immediately drive to her house to help her pass something to everywhere. After that few days. She was not contact with me anymore, until yesterday she call me that she and tat guy was having discussion at her house. Her family very angry and want to use knife to chop tat guy...

Now I'm trying to end up all the feel towards on her.....what i done she nvr appreciate...wat i sacrificed she nvr appreciate...Today I'll try to give up any hope from her.

TQ for those LYN forumer view my thread and try to flame me as well since I already give up.

Note: I already borrow her RM1.7k which is my savings that I just worked for a year...
Tonight I'll pass all the thing she wan me to do, let her do her ownself...I won't "soft hearted" anymore.

1st updated:

I'm trying...today made decision ...after heard the story from her yesterday, i told her yesterday that

Me: U know u trying to let me know ur story, U know I love u , u tell me such thing.. do u care about what i felt? Do u know it was very painful and cruel on me?I know what u wan me to do, I won't entangling on u anymore...
She: No, I'm not intention to cruel on u...I treating u as my Good Fren..

(sudden brainstorm in my mind...Good fren? Even birthday no greet anything? Even I help u many thing, there's no any thanks you from ur mouth? Am i owe u?)

2nd updated:

Juz called to her and told her later i finished my job on 5pm , i will try to drive to her house and pass all the thing she wan me to do to her. *in the moment, she was silent about 5 secs*

3rd Updated:


i will do so, later i finished my work, i'll chat phone and told her everything.

I plan to talk:

Me: All the thing , i given to u, i think u know how to settle ur thing as well.
Me: I hope tat u won't give excuse to ur fren tat i'm leaving coz u cant give me S*X, b4 u say such thing, pls judge urself, I request b4 i do S*X coz i respect, but yesterday i asked u why u do S*X with tat guy, u say coz of love can't be control. OK! So, hope u won't say tat S*X is an excuse between us. U r the person unable to make decision properly. N then, u very easy to find another guy tat able to help u, since u very easy to give S*X through love, soon u've the guy that help u like me, but i don't know it will last longer or not. Sorry to say that, i'm not say u cheap, if i wan to say u cheap, the 1st time u left me coz of another guy, i already say u r very cheap. But i didn't do so, coz i dun mind my beloved background, even non-virgin i oso won't care, i kept all my promises until now, i nvr told any1 tat u and me known, tis is my role. As i said I love u forever, i oso kept my promises even we breakup. But then, u're no longer appreciate it.. It was fully damaging my heart and my life, so i decide to put it down, u've ur own life, i've my own life.

4th Updated:

I request for every time i wanted , tis is how i respecting my beloved. But why i known ...most of the gal prefer without asking..... Is it a failure wat i done that i request for it b4 wanted? I just want her to feel secured with me, even i want such thing, i oso have to respect her and ask...

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Guy A with girl B. Guy A do everything for B, include do her homework/assignment, pay for everything. B says no sex till after marriage

Girl B had a fling, even had sex with another dude. (HAHAHAHAHAHAHA)

A felt hurt, but B ask for forgiveness. A accept her back.
B still won't let A fuck her (HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA)

B failed in his studies cos had to do too much of work. (so hai...)
B lent money to A.......

bla bla bla.. some other things.

What a loser... HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

Lol?