Monday, July 30, 2007


Feel so lonely la. So damn restless. I'm still stuck here wit a bunch of Ma Lat Low's. Lol...

Days been tiring, classes whole day and in the evening got football training. And i skipped a meal each day. I wanna diet the fats off!!

Been enjoying my room's night view for a few nights now. Got some shots, but dunno if it's good..

Ok.... So it's not good.. Maybe i should borrow a cam from Kenneth.

Got nothing much to blog about for now. I'm tired, i'm out wit a friend and she say need to back early. So i'll stop here first then.

Signing out.

Saturday, July 28, 2007

Damn like almost all the blog i went got a bit of Harry Potter...

I haven't buy the damned book yet. I DON'T WANNA KNOW WHAT HAPPENED!!

Pls pls ppl, don send me comment on the book. I know it's very tempting to agitate me... But pls...

Thursday, July 26, 2007


Remember i blogged once that i've been rushing here and there to apply a scholorship thing?


Woo HOO!!! It's on 6th of August, a Monday. So i'll have to come back, as it's in Putrajaya.

Hope i'll get pass the interview as well.

Till next time,

Signing out.

P.S: Congrats to Simmei, she got it as well.

Monday, July 23, 2007

1. may lynn.
2. rachel
3. simmei
4. wen yao
5. zong zheng
6 jo lynn
7. winzhi
9. Joanne
10. ee von
11. Kenneth
12. Siew sin
13. Ling kim
14. Lemonly
15. Ken
16. Keith
17. Melissa
18. Iskandar
19. Meng Kuan
20. Brian

The Questions:

How did you meet 14?
During Australs 2007 in UTMara! Took her for a shopping date! Lol

What would you do if u have never met 1?
OMG..... I wouldn't dare to think about it... Dunno la..

What would you do if 20 and 9 dated you?
20 is a no, i ain't no gay. I'd love to go out on a date with Jo N though.

Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
They dunno each other la... Both are ladies anyway

Describe 3.
Waah... this will take few pages. One of my good girl friends. Hot in her own way. Tends to stress herself for nothing. Lol

Do you think 8 is attractive?
I have to say yes... Otherwise she'll bomb me to pieces... ARGH

Do you know anything about 12's family?
I know she's got an elder brother in UTM studying post-graduate

Tell me something about 7.
She's my younger sis. SUPER VAIN!!!! Got plenty of her self-portrait in my laptop! Here. I shall enlighten u guys a bit

What is 18's favourite?
dunno la. Erm. Should be same like me, ladies...

What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you?
i'ma bloody kick his ass

What language does 15 speak?
Mandarin, hokkien a bit, english a bit, malay a bit

Who is 19 going out with?
he just broke up. so we'll leave him alone k

How old is 16 now?
dunno. HE'S OLD for all i care. HAH!

When was the last time you talked to 13?
Morning. In fac cafe.

Who is 2's favourite singer?
herself. lol

Would you date 4?
totally no.....

Would you date 17?
oh yeah baby. haha. we did went out for dinner.

Is 15 single?
ya. guess so

What is 10's last name?

Would you ever consider being in a relationship with 11?
Pls..... spare me from this humiliation.... ARGH!!!

Which school does 3 go to?
She's still in kindergarten, so.... Haha. She's in UM

Where does 6 live?
Tmn sentosa, klang

What is your favourite thing about 5?
he's bloody good in studies....

8 Facts About Myself!

I've done this many times too, but oh well.

taggy 2
* Each blogger must post these rules first.
* Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
* Bloggers that are tagged to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.
* At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
* Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged, and to read your blog.

1. I read female mags, namely Cleo and Seventeen (not so often anymore, since ShinD is not around to exchange liao). It kicks ass!

2. My group, more like trio, of close friends are girls. In fact, i prefer to hang out wit girls. Guys are kinda insensitive. A bore really....

3. I looooovvvveee my darling, May baby. Guess this is a known fact eh?

4. I love to speed... I actually kinda enjoy it when i drive back to uni or home. Speeds at around 170 km/h. Recently when i came back to UTM wit Melissa, i actually 'raced' with a Toyota Supra, we were going at 180km/h! Haha. But i guess he could've go further if he wanted. I've already floored my car. To my surprise, Mel actually enjoys the speed. Lol

5. My fingers/hands are more beautiful than my darling's. Haha. She often gets jealous of them.

6. I'm a bloody pervert. I have a comedian mind. I can't filter out ideas. Will always trying to find something to laugh at about something/someone.

7. I'm longing for beer.... But sadly no one to drink wit here. Maybe Mel will do eh.

8. I hate textbooks, reference books. So bloody heavy and costly. I rely on lecturers. BUT... since most UTM lecturers sucked hard time, i'll have to resort to books, agian..

Ppl i would tag...
1. Simmei
2. Eevon
3. Rachel
4. Iskandar
5. Jun Kit

Two taggy's. Yay!


So today we had dinner with our juniors of SEE, i.e. Electrical Eng. Students.

Took them for steamboat.

It was ok I guess. We were separated into 3 tables. The not-so-good thing was all the juniors sat at a table, with only a senior there. The rest split to two tables.

Yes there was quite less communication among us, with only Yao hogging all the juniors’ attentions. Duh, there’re 2 girls there.

After dinner went back to uni, and went to a college’s court. For some basic introductions, so that at least when meet at fac will know who’s senior/junior.

This is where I got kinda pissed. First, when we got back it was already 10.30 pm. Second, the juniors have class at 9 am tomoro. So it’s only reasonable to end it ASAP rite.

But suddenly section 2 (FYI, our course are divided into 2 sections) people came along as well. Like fuck, who called them over in the first place? Talk about uninvited guests.

Not only that, things got quite messy, as some people kept making noise and, I dunno, like wanna crash the whole introduction thing.

Yes I’ve got issues with few guys from section 2. I will do my best not to talk to them. Total fucked up. The reason we didn’t ask section 2 to just us is because we know they will not come along. They’ll have the process of “If X goes, then I go lo”. As the chain grows, when the last person don’t wanna go, everybody don’t wanna go. So save trouble, don’t ask at all.

It’s not like they wanna co-operate either. We had a brief discussion earlier today for planning. So section 2 guys happened to pass by. Nope. None of them was even interested to ask wat’s the plan, except for CY (I’m cool wit him). Well, what we heard was section 2 guys will ‘kau tim’ their transport, and already came to consensus. Well, we were surprised, but still I was a bit apprehensive.

Turn out I was right. Their consensus is that everyone don’t wanna go. Yeah. Fucked up eh?

I’m sorry if u guys, upon reading this, concludes I’m an ass after all. But I really can’t stand this guy SY from section 2. He’s short, fat and ugly. Obnoxious as well. Bloody faker. I can’t really explain it. I just fucking hate him. And just now during introduction I tried very hard to control myself. Was imagining punching him in the face. Mother ass-hole. Well at least it’s not me alone who feels this way. A few others think the same as well, maybe the magnitude is not as big as mine.

There’s a distinct border between section 1 and 2 or SEE. Our seniors feel it as well. Says them, section 1 guys at least got greet seniors. But section 2 none at all.

Fuck la. Fuck him. Life’s a bitch.

Signing out.

Monday, July 16, 2007

*drum rolls.....

DR. Rubita of Electronic Devices!!!


Man she sucked, hard time!! To the point after she spoke for 3 minutes i borrowed my friends reference book to read up on my own instead.

All she does was reading from the slide, which is in Malay, and was pretty obvious done by the previous students..

At the end of the class, after teaching for like 4/5 classes (the first for me, i skipped first 3 days), she asked the class how's her teaching method like.


I can't tell u how difficult was it for me to control myself as to not to fire her straight.
How's your teaching?

U SUCKED!!! Like how the fuck u get your doctorate?? All u do is read from the slide. Even my grandmother can do better than that!

In the end, in a very controlled manner, i told her the slide was too much and why is it still in Malay. Her response? Duh! Just like any other self-proclaimed-doctorate-lecturers would do, she enters her defensive mode.

Boo hoo...

After the class, i suggested to name her Dr. Nobita, to which my friends simply have to agree.


Signing out

Friday, July 13, 2007

Back in uni for two days now, three if u count in the day I arrived.

Just for 3 days I’ve been sweating fats out (I hope so), playing football, badminton and processing the Yayasan TAR scholoarship thingy.

The scholoarship thing sure took me to places. The form requires a recommendation from Timbalan Naib Canselor of Academic (TNC A), but she wasn’t around. So made a call to Yayasan TAR and they told me I can get the Dean of my Faculty’s instead. So went to fac but he’s not around. In the end I just resort for the Deputy Dean.

Then come the certification of the photocopies that they require. To fax my certs from house is already difficult, certification makes it worse still. Went to HEP (Hal Ehwal Pelajar) office to do it, but they told me they need to see the original copy, and can only get it signed don’t know only when. The guy at the counter told me alternatively I can go to fac to get it done.

The process was this, after getting the fax from the hostel’s office, I went to fac to wait for my friend who’s applying as well. We went to HEP, come back to fac to certify stuffs, then back to HEP building to send in the stuffs via Pos Express.

Maybe won’t get it, but I thought just give it a shot..

3 days….. I’m so damn restless.. Very very restless. I’m like living so far away now. Drive to faculty takes at least 7 minutes. The fuel needle’s like descending faster than I can say WTF.

Once again I’m back amongst non-English speaking people. Once again I’ve become FDG, Female-Deprived Guys. Making matter worse, this year’s intake my course only got 6 Chinese. 6!! 4 guys and 2 gals.

Yeah at least got 2 girls rite? That’s another way of looking at shit I suppose…

Lecturers so far, sucked… First class I attended I come face to face with a talented hypnotist. Never had I in my life (except from watching cartoons) heard anyone speaks with such mono tone… Just imagine how robots speak in Dexter’s Laboratory. That’s how he put me almost into a almost-asleep-yet-astounded-guy. I was sooooo hoping that 2nd year lecturers will be better.

Guess not..

At least there was a pleasant surprise for my English class. The lecturer is a Chinese, young and quite pretty lecturer. Can u say “Oh yeah baby?”

But at the end of the day, I still feel very restless. Debate meeting won’t start until next week (BABI KEITH!!!) Maybe got orientation so at least that’ll take things off my mind a bit.

Will update more later….

Signing out..

P.S: my place has yet to have Internet. Have to go to Fac to online

I’ve come across a few girls. They’re quite pretty, and gorgeous when they wanted to. They attracted guys’ attentions. But yet they remain single. Because they rejected the guys?

Hah! Maybe so, if there is any proposal for them to reject. It’s not that guys don’t like these girls or anything, it’s just that shit stuff called man macho and ego. These ladies I know are strong, self-sufficient and confident girls. So much so at times they intimidate other less superior males.

One example, just a random one, don’t try to relate to anyone u know ok. A guy likes this girl, but she somewhat falls into the above characteristics. Well, he felt slightly inadequate, in the end he didn’t try at all. Sad I’d say. Maybe if the inadequate guy tried his luck he’d have what he wanted.

Another of my friend told me this. They somewhat had attraction between each other, and were going for some time. But they live far apart though. Well, just as a surprise, the girl flew over to the guy’s place to see him. And the flight ticket’s expensive; she used all of her scholarship money for that trip. Well yeah, he did feel happy. But when she went back to her place, he broke it off. Reason? He felt she’s too strong, coming all the way just to see him.

Sad eh..

I’ve seen/heard a bit too many examples where guys didn’t try their luck in approaching the girl they have feelings on. One that I can remember quite vividly is that the guy was unsure of what the girl is hinting, so at the end he just drop it off completely. BooHoo…

On the other hand, it’s funny how guys feel/think as well.

A man/guy, will always one way or another attracted to girls, even though he’s attached/married. Always they will have this feeling of wanting to date/screw another girl.

Haha. It’s not that they got bored of their spouse or anything, the urge is sometimes just there. While some can control the lust, others who can’t more often than not end up jeopardizing their current relationship, which equals break up or divorce at the end of the day.

It’s just the itch. Hence the seven year itch. Research has shown that in most marriage divorce happens on the 7th anniversary. Maybe it’s not true, I dunno.

I have that itch too sometimes. But of course I keep it under control. I wouldn’t wanna lose may. No. Wouldn’t give her up for anything/anyone in the world.

I feel very lonely.. I moved to my new room today. I feel terrible. I feel fucked up to be back in uni with this bunch of pathetic losers. I feel fucked up to be parted wit my darling. Most of all, I feel fucked up for the fling date I had. Not that I’ve done anything wrong, but I’ve gotta admit, I do feel slight attraction towards the girl. Look, before u guys go “OHHHH…. Kinwai’s being disloyal” , under no circumstances am I going to progress anywhere further. She’s back to China, I’m back in UTM. Clear.

Attracted because she’s articulate, laughs and smiles a lot. Reminds me so much of May. I’m missing her…

I’m missing May…

I feel fucking lonely..

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

I’m home, again. Tomorrow I’ll be leaving for UTM along with Melissa.

Just packed, and there’s so much stuffs. Damn…. In uni there’re still more stuffs. Crap.

The closing of Australs was great. Really good. The final round was held in KLCC convention centre. Nice place, great debate, gorgeous girls in gorgeous dress. What this means?

PHOTOS of cos!!

Vain Keith a.k.a. Mr Boss President of UTM debate club

Melissa… Ain’t she sweet? Haha

Girl on my left’s from Hong Kong. She’s got nice eyes.

Debater from University of Queensland in action.

Top 10 speakers of Australs. Girl holding trophy is the Best Speaker.

How can that dude sleep during debate? It was intense!!

During intervals of debate….

Champion of Australs ladies and gents. University of Queensland!!!

Me and the team from China.

Blurry… but u get the idea. Haha

Mel and a cute boy from Thailand, name’s M.

Here he is again, with his friends from Thailand..

Mr. Kuan Meng, Tan with Melissa outside Holiday Villa.

The following pictures are thru out the tourneys, and, *ahem* ‘date’.

First day, POOL PARTY!!! Yep… Girls in bikini, baby..

Definitely not something u’ll see everyday. A girl BANGING a buffalo?? Kewl…

One of the rounds I adjudicated, UM against EDIS(korea). Cute girls eh…

Gambar orang-orang kenamaan sempena Majlis Pembukaan

After dinner, at Holiday Villa.

My right’s Janet from MMU, Left’s Theng from China.

Waiting for dinner….

Intan from UiTM!!! She’s hot guys…

With celebs all the way from California, USA

ARGH!!! The light spoiled my face!!

Prae from Thailand. BEAUTIFUL dress

Peeps from MMU chilling out after dinner at Sri Melayu. FYI, they’re hiding their cigarettes..


3 sad lonesome guys sharing a bench.

We’re wagering the girl wearing black is Mr. Boss’ girlfriend.

Gay partners…

UTM and Cholalongkorn (something like that la… from Thailand)

UTM and Korea.

UTM and MMU (Cyberjaya).

Ambassadors from Thailand… Haha. Guy on leftmost is M. Cute eh….

Me, Cheryl from S’pore Poly, Ip’s from MMU, M of Thailand

Len, one of the Deputy Chief Adjudicator, giving instructions and pointers.

A perfect finale for this post. Haha.

Did I enjoy? You bet! Debate, Food, Ladies, Nice place. What more could I ask? Well, I really wished May was with me.

Signing out..

Monday, July 9, 2007

At last, Australs 2007 is going to come to an end. Tomorrow will be the last day. I’ve made a lot of friends, from other countries. Took lots and lots of picture, wit all the ladies of course… There’re many of those gorgeous ones, pretty ones as well. Not to be missed, there’re some who just, um, hook up wit other guys. Particularly, girls from Korea. They’re hot, I can tell u that. But, none really interested me. I dunno why though. Maybe for me there’s more than meets the eye.

I’ve gained lots of experience during this Australs tourney. Debate wise, I was adjudicator. I was out of the debate team for 2 reasons:

  1. Australs has a rule where each debate team must have at least a female member
  2. I was more of a whip, the team needs someone who can be the 2nd speaker as well.

So, I was out. I don’t really mind actually, although I’d be lying if I say I’m not disappointed. But nvm, I learnt a lot from adjudicating others.

Adjudication is not simple either. Instead of preparing and give your standard 7 (8 minutes for Australs though) speech, I’ve gotta listen for the whole round, and try to make out what the speakers are saying. Then I gotta make my judgement, give the win to the deserving team, and as well provide my justification.

Helps a lot really. I see now how I should structure and deliver my speech so the adjudicator can understand what I’m trying to say.

Aside from debates, I did some other things as well. No it doesn’t involve around scoring nor screwing nor sleeping with others. Well, I got along kinda well with the team from China. Apparently, they (not everyone of the team) are from Guangzhou, in other words, they’re Cantonese! They were surprised as well as glad to find that Malaysian Chinese speaks Cantonese. And so they asked me if I could bring them go shopping. Well, since I brought my car, I said yes.

Oh by the way, we were staying at Holiday Villa Subang Jaya through out the tournament. Debates round are at UiTM, so buses will take us to the debate venues everyday.

Anyhow, basically, I went on a date with the China girl(s). Maybe I’ll tell more later when I got time. I’m really sleepy now. Tomoro morning’s got semi-finals and finals.

Nitey nite.

Signing out.