Friday, September 5, 2008

Hmmm....

Well near the end of last year, Keith (ex-president) told me
"When u take over u gotta be more serious ady."

I just replied "I'll try la. Though i doubt i can though. Hahaha."

Nay. It just came naturally. I'm becoming more serious, i guess.
In the sense i can feel i'm not as noisy and playful as last time anymore.

Even May nowadays when she called she told me i'm not fun to talk with anymore.

I can't blame her. I guess i am growing out to be a pretty boring person nowadays.
I think i'm suffereing from depression and stress.
Maybe the fact that i'm staying alone made me worse too. I have no one to talk cock with.

Many times i just feel like screaming/crying/jump over the railings and just fall to my oblivion.
I feel like giving up.
I dunno where the problem is.
Unlike last time, now i can't point out where/wat's my problem.
My life is becoming more disorganised.

My tests, slightly average results only. I gotta buck up in test 2 to cover up the losses i made.
Dayem......

8 comments:

StarGhazzer:太空人 said...

Whoa dude... trying to be emo? :P

Haha... everyone goes through some shit period throughout life. You should read some of the shit I wrote in my blog when I just felt like screaming. After the blues passed and I read back the stuff that I wrote, they seriously sound sick.

Loosen up, build more gunpla and enjoy the sun.

Samuel said...

When you wanna jump over the railing?? call me.. we both do it together..

but I get to hold the camera...

:D

mai la dude.. calling me go screw myself each time.. now u accidentally screw yourself also?

MyKy said...

>>SG: Yeah getting damn emo and jiwang lately. Just hope that the event will pass thru la..

>>sam: Yeah man.. i always tell u that cos i'm looking for a partner. I don't wanna be alone. haha

buttercup said...

now you know, "with great power, comes great responsibilities".

it is also easy when you become the "ma chai" and u can play. but if you're the "ah tau" then diff case. ganbade,.

H@n W31 said...

wow.. some1 bcoming da pres wor.. gratz

MyKy said...

>>b-cup: Spot on.. Sigh...

>>liau: Since beginning of year ady la....

gypsy-on-the-move said...

cheer up!! hopefully i can see the old kinwai the next time i come back for sem break...

MyKy said...

>>gypsy: ha ha ha i can't promise u dat la...